I shouldn't be in this family. Im so far different than the others. Dorang solat, rajin belajar and im not like that. Maybe im too sosial, eventough im a sosial person, i've never smoke,take drugs or even drink. I've never did. Im still virgin. I have dissapoint my mom. And this whole day dia tak bercakap dengan aku, and even aku tegur dia,dia buat2 tak dengar, and not even look at my face pun T_T Omgeee,im crying! Its justt, huhhh it makes me sad! Now, aku sangat tension, stress and almost give up. i fell like i want to die! Boleh tak? Haaa mcmni lah bila aku tension, mcm2 boleh jadi, nak lari rumah pun ada, and yeah i have to admit something, aku tak cukup kasih sayang. well everyone does, but not for me. I try to run away from this but I can't. Seriously I can't handle it anymore. I do LOVE my family so much, i hope one day i can make you guys happy. One day....