Lately, i feel like im weak :( I dont even have any strength anymore. I hate 2011. I tought this year would be my best year but it seems not. Hmm i've put a lot of pressure on my self and dont even know how to get rid of it. I cry a lot. Because thats the only way I can release my tension. I have soooo many problems lately. Haaaaa i need someone to talk to! But no one understands me. Not even my friends. Hmm i can't handle this anymore! Please God. Give me some strength to live in this world. People only live ONCE .